You know those days when you wake up with all the stress of the day before? This song was written by Jackintheway and produced by sensu, Dean Emerson, nanimal and 3astman.
This song contains explicit language.
I wake up and I’m at home But I don’t wanna feel today There’s me tryna get control But all I find is extra weight
I wake up and I feel alone But I just wanna be okay There’s me tryna get control But all I find is newer pain
I wake up and I’m at home But I don’t wanna feel today There’s me tryna get control But all I find is extra weight
I wake up and I feel alone But I just wanna be okay There’s me tryna get control But all I find is newer pain
All I feel is that I’m late All I feel is that I’m strange Still I’m here and so I wait So I wait
I check my phone to ignore their texts It makes me feel like a ‘maybe friend’ It gives me thought to put in these words Gives me proof to be pinned against
If I don’t learn that I’m in my head Then it’s my head that is everything I pin my hurt to a selfish frame And I live my words in a selfish way
Now tell me why am I still in these cycles? Where the f*ck is this big arrival? Calculating my thoughts as I go That’s the way to pretend that I know
Smack me out of time just this once I’ll keep the faith alive in my arms I know it’s just the ride I’ve been on But still forget where I came here from
I wake up and I’m at home But I don’t wanna feel today There’s me tryna get control But all I find is extra weight
I wake up and I feel alone But I just wanna be okay There’s me tryna get control But all I find is newer pain
All I find is extra weight All I find is newer pain All I find is extra weight